dill's blogAt the same time Things can exist at the same time. A person can be doing very well and be violently anxious. Police brutality and black-on-black crime can both be problems to mend. Something can feel super easy and incredibly difficult. T...

dill's blogQuitting coffee (part 2) Holy fuck. Turns out I have a caffeine addiction. Three mornings into quitting coffee cold turkey and I feel like I’m genuinely drained and slightly depressed. I’m stealing some of my roommate’s coffee today becaus...

dill's blogThis blog post is only one word Just kidding. This blog post is only one word

dill's blogQuitting coffee A few days ago, I noticed that my coffee was about to run out. So I did something I haven’t done since I started drinking coffee…I didn’t buy anymore. This is the first morning I have willingly not drank the morning brown....

dill's blogWrite like a motherfucker Last night, I finished another chapter of Cheryl Strayed’s Tiny Beautiful Things. It was my favorite one yet. The book consists of captivating Dear Sugar columns; people write in asking for her advice and she tell...

dill's blogNothing’s wrong I got coached by a friend yesterday. I came into the session with the past two weeks containing more stress and anxiety than I’ve felt in years. Here’s what happened. It went well. She’s a great coach. But often times we go...

dill's blog2nd vaccine I got my second vaccine yesterday. I slept in an extra hour and a half this morning—something I never do. My body aches and I’m exhausted. But I have a long day of work today so I won’t be taking it super easy. As shitty as it...

dill's blogWhy people don’t exercise Last year, I made a vlog every day for two months straight. I was certain I’d be the next Casey Neistat. I had cheesy dreams of having thousands of subscribers and making a living off YouTube. I was ready to die c...

dill's blogSlipping up Today is one of those days where I wake up and realize that my habits have been off track. I’m looking at my phone past 10pm. I haven’t been doing my weekly review on Mondays. I haven’t even been working out as much as I normal...

dill's blogWhy do I feel this way? Yesterday, I had a conflict with my best friend. The thing was, he had no idea because it happened entirely in my mind. The details aren’t super important. We had made plans to do something that I was excited for. H...