i am the one who (fill in the blank)
Apr 18, 2026 11:01 am
the one who..
knows when and how to do what, in specific terminology we are looking at the art of being.. which leads one to at times listen, at times speak, at times stand sturdy and deliver blows, and at times be the receiver of the blow(s)..
being is not something to be strategically planned, but intuitively you are just always learning, you accept that you do not know, even if you may indeed have specified knowledge in specific departments, even a decade + of experience... you still do not know, and this not knowing is what allows for true genius, groundbreaking insight, revelation and connection will continuously lead to new practical expansion of logical invention..
what we are seeing is what Einstein said, the problem will not be solved at same level it was created. therefore.. one has the opportunity to watch the nature of problem creation in itself, and if one is tuned in, they will notice it is i which sends oneself down the drain and then when sitting in the shit problems are created, yet if one stares friction in it's eyes, does not slip down that drain, then you will not be covered in shit & the problem will be solved because you never even for a millisecond considered it to be an unsolvable issue..
i am the one who fucks. meaning, i send out. i'm fully responsible for what my life is, because i am the one who sends out the signals which create and feed on themselves. to see this, is to be the MAIN fucker in thy story. you are boss man. you are big dog. you see and hear the small dogs bark yet are unphased, almost as if you don't hear them at all.
see.. in life.. in hard times.. in strong times.. we say, god, i want to be strong.. bring me challenges. bring me hardship. bring me through it all i am that dude. i am her. then we forget we said al that when the storm comes, but through drowning we remember.. holy shit, this is exactly what i asked for. i didn't expect it to look this way. but god's work is right in front of my eyes.
im ranting, im rambling, im being real with you. there's no magic word. there is a magic truth. this love for life dwells deep within thy blood & bones. no one can take it from you. no one can alchemize it for you. but you're not alone.
if you take anything from this, let it be that... you are the main fucker. you are the boss. now don't be a cocky arrogant fuck. but do not lower yourself. do not throw pearls to swine. be you. be brave. be courageous. be a beacon. be strong. be open. be vulnerable. be loving. be gentle. be kind. be affectionate. be wise. just be. i am. and it is. amen.
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