Sincerity vs Perfectionism

In a world that often equates perfect with excellence, it's easy to overlook how such mindsets can obscure the true essence of creativity: sincerity.  This episode delves into the emotional complexity behind how many of us inadvertently sacrifice the...

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Dec 30, 2025
Why Seeking Help Can Feel Wrong

Seeking help can feel like a luxury or something that qualifies us as 'weak' by default. By the time we finally are ready to reach out, we've experienced what I refer to as one of the Five D's—Death, Disease, Divorce, Discernment, and Disillusionment...

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Dec 02, 2025
On the Mat Forever w/ Ryan Hurst

Ryan Hurst returns to Tapasya Loading on the launch of his much-awaited book On The Mat Forever (OTMF), with a conversation that leaves as powerful  and deep an imprint as our first 3 years ago. Ryan holds four black belts, and spent twenty-eight yea...

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Nov 11, 2025
Surrender, Mortality and why Sound Remains w/ Rez Abbasi

Guitarist, composer and educator Rez Abbasi joins T L Mazumdar for a conversation that begins with music but doesn’t end there. Born in Karachi and raised in California, NYC-based guitarist Rez Abbasi has long been a bridge between worlds: jazz, Sout...

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Nov 04, 2025
Why Artists Stay in Unstable Systems (Even When It Hurts)

You play the gig. You get the praise.   Then silence.   You send the pitch. No reply.   Then—out of nowhere—a playlist bite. Enough to keep you hooked. Not enough to feel whole. This episode is about a subtle but powerful loop most artists find thems...

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Oct 28, 2025