Coming out wrong. A 10-year reflection.

With roughly a month to go before my eighth album comes out, I’m revisiting the work I’ve dedicated the past decade to, and what I was searching for through it. This is a look back at that search, and how my upcoming album, Seen Heard Held, aims to b...

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Sep 18, 2026
‘Fighting’ Clean: Three Weeks After a Racial Attack

Three weeks after a racial attack in Berlin, I move from shock and helplessness into anger, and sit with the discomfort of agreeing with what someone is fighting for without knowing if I could fight the same way. A solocast about racism, belonging, c...

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Sep 10, 2026
The truth about online coaches (2026)

The coaching industry has fractured into two distinct worlds: one grounded in genuine education and responsibility, another built on engineered dissatisfaction and circular profit models. Between them lies a dangerous gap where the language of transf...

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Sep 04, 2026
Rocking the Boat w/ Vivienne Aerts

Five years after her first appearance on Tapasya Loading, New York-based Dutch vocalist, composer, producer, educator and psychologist Vivienne Aerts returns as our first-ever guest to make a second reappearance. Her new album, Current, was created a...

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Aug 28, 2026
The Problem With ‘Holistic’

What happens when you stop trying to force incompatible parts of yourself into a single coherent identity, and recognize that the relationship between those parts is the identity itself instead?  Read the article. Free Artist Training Coaching + cour...

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Aug 21, 2026
Coaching vs Therapy (2026)

The boundary between coaching and therapy has become impossibly blurred, particularly for independent artists navigating both creative ambition and psychological weight. Most distinctions you've heard collapse under scrutiny, revealing instead that w...

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Aug 07, 2026
Identity and the Growth Mindset

Why a Growth Mindset less about trying harder and more about loosening your grip on who you think you are.   Read the article. Free Artist Training Coaching + courses   Music and Audio Production: www.everynowheremusic.com  

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Jul 30, 2026
Self-Loathing: The Signal We Misread

Self-loathing is a harsh word to acknowledge, but what it points to is real. And what it shows up as in our daily decisions are the buildings blocks of the pattern that threatens to pull us away from our own creative centre.    Brought to you by: htt...

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Jul 16, 2026