Naming it: How music theory taught me more about my feelings
There's a gap between what we can feel and what we can name; between sensing something and being able to articulate it…
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Seen, Heard, Held (and the Burden of Explanation)
Official announcement of my upcoming 8th album 'Seen Heard Held' with thoughts on the why, how and what of it all.…
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Voices Returned: Sheila Chandra on Echo
Sheila Chandra returns to Tapasya Loading for her third appearance to discuss Echo, a collection of live recordings…
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Coming out wrong. A 10-year reflection.
With roughly a month to go before my eighth album comes out, I’m revisiting the work I’ve dedicated the past decade…
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‘Fighting’ Clean: Three Weeks After a Racial Attack
Three weeks after a racial attack in Berlin, I move from shock and helplessness into anger, and sit with the…
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The truth about online coaches (2026)
The coaching industry has fractured into two distinct worlds: one grounded in genuine education and responsibility,…
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Rocking the Boat w/ Vivienne Aerts
Five years after her first appearance on Tapasya Loading, New York-based Dutch vocalist, composer, producer, educator…
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The Problem With ‘Holistic’
What happens when you stop trying to force incompatible parts of yourself into a single coherent identity, and recognize…
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