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Have you ever had a moment like this too?

Yesterday, I was getting ready to host the amazing Theodora Pendragon for a live virtual chat about her amazing work and impact in the world. Suddenly, my overthinking kicked in.

I started to question what I wanted to wear, how I’d be seen if I added a beloved headpiece, if I would be ‘too much’ by adding blue eyeshadow… it went on and on. Tying myself up in knots trying to guess about the impression I’d make.

Then I paused and looked at myself in the mirror.

You see, most of my life I’ve given so much energy to these kinds of self-sabotaging mind loops. Letting what I think others will think of me, dictate every aspect of my life and how I show up in it.

It was utterly exhausting and actually debilitating at several points. I would be so obsessed with what others would think or feel about me... that I literally couldn't leave my home.

I'd need a pep talk just to get groceries. Every. Single. Time!

All aspects of my life were, first and foremost, ruled by this compulsion to consider the way I showed up for others.

Let me tell you... it was soul-sucking and depressing.

Yesterday, I could recognize it for what it was and I just gave myself a moment to appreciate how far I’ve come. Then I put on my sparkly accessories and colors and owned my MUCH-NESS!!

I mean, even my daily pull had been the Queen of Pentacles. So I proudly donned my crown and showed up as the person I want my kids to see.

Just like this amazing except from Theodora’s book she shared, “What purpose do we even have if not to express and explore our true essence? We cannot evolve if we continue to suppress our truth.”

Even after all the work I’ve done, and continue to do, I still have moments I need this reminder. If you’re ready to shine in your true Much-ness Mama, I'm inviting you to join my upcoming Unlimit Your Beliefs FREE 4-Day challenge!

We kick off on Monday, February 12th at 5pm PST in my private Facebook community. You can register for your spot and get your workbook here.

AND!

I hope you'll come visit me this Saturday, February 10th at the NW Psychic Fair! I'll be showing up in extra, self-love much-ness at the Triway Grange in Mill Creek Washington!

From 10am-5pm, I'll be glittering and sharing readings with an amazing group of souls providing service and enlightenment to the community. The vibrations of this are truly so high that I prioritize this monthly event even when life is capital C-razy.

I'll be sharing a few exciting surprises for those who are ready to celebrate the season of love with us so make sure to swing by this Saturday and share your much-ness too!

To Your Dreams,

~Elizabeth Watson