A known prostitute is not necessarily a prostitute – it is a metaphor for a woman with weaknesses as worse as prostitution and it may be prostitution, but that does not pretend to be who she is not, while she is always willing to learn and improve.
An unknown church girl is a lady that tries to appear without any weakness and constantly denies having them regardless of how obvious they are. Such a woman does not learn or improve because she does not believe that she has a weakness.
Getting into a relationship with an unknown church girl can be the most intellectually abusive venture; I can tell from experience. One of such experiences was my relationship with a young lady who pitched a tent with someone that we lived in the same building, & who was way younger than I was.
I and this girl became so close and as time went on, one of the guys around told me he was seeing my girl with the same guy in the building. I decided to do my silent investigations without asking even the girl or the boy. I later saw them together but they did not see me.
I called the girl and asked if she and the guy were friends, she denied it. I asked if she liked him, she said no. However, I continued my investigation on the matter. Everything I was seeing proved that they were seeing each other, but she kept telling me it was because I was insecure.
I found them in compromising places that I have never been with her, yet, she kept telling me I was insecure. As time went on, I would invite her, and she would not come, but she always came to visit the other guy. My temper was translating to anger for her and envy for the other guy.
She kept denying it until I had my evidence. I always did. I hate it when something challenges my intelligence or righteousness. I wanted to prove that I was not insecure and it became obvious in the end.
She was doing some sexual stuff with the other guy while she told me she was a virgin. That was not even the main issue. The major issue was her pretense, which eventually abused my intelligence, and made me look like a fool. If I did not see it coming, I would not have been hurt as much; I did and tried to stop it, but she could not just be herself.
Just imagine marrying a girl like that – my career would have ended before it started. After I have discovered that I was right. I was still very hurt. My love for her translated into bitterness, and I was looking for a way to punish her for playing with my intelligence and making me look like a fool for so long.
I was so hurt that I was thinking of getting guys to rape her as a punishment for playing with my intelligence. That was horrible but it could have happened. Thank God I overcame the evil thought and healed. Just imagine if I have done that and get caught. What will be left of my career? What if she died?
I hate pretense with a passion because it abuses my intelligence. Pretenders will lie and make you believe that they are telling you the truth. However, for a man of my level of intelligence, I can tell when a lie is told. I always did, even though not immediately. I do not believe things without investigating them first.
I always prefer a known prostitute. With her, you will know the weakness that you are dealing with, but with an unknown church girl, you will always prescribe the wrong cure and end up looking like a complete idiot.
I always wonder why people pretend; spending so much time protecting their weaknesses and defending them when the same time would have been enough to work on these weaknesses and become what that they pretend to be.
Work on yourself. Do not pretend!
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