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When I was growing up in the village, I had an unusual confidence in myself; I felt there was something special about me and nothing anyone could have done to make me stop believing it. I was ridiculed, bullied, and harassed, but no one could break my spirit or make me feel bad about myself.
I would go to crusades with my granny, expecting these pastors to bring me out and confirm the special thing in me, but none did. Everyone would fall under what they called anointing, except me. The desire to know more about why I felt special about myself pushed me into self-discovery and development.
At first, I discovered Narcissism and worked on it, but I still could not stop that feeling. As time went on, I found that the special thing about me was not about me, but about what God wanted to do through me. Call it destiny, you will also be right.
I have a different world view; I was an alien to my people. I just did not fit in, even though I wanted it so badly. I wanted to be loved and respected like everyone else, but I often got the opposite.
Many times, this special feeling and the knowledge I have acquired over the years became a burden to me; they sometimes feel like a reproach. I have no stature to carry the greatness inside of me, so instead of people seeing greatness, they always see arrogance.
I stood at one point for decades, trying to figure myself out, and people kept telling me to move and do something else. I have been doing this thing for years and have made no progress, so they are right to advise me to try other things; that is what normal people will do, but my case is different.
I just kept doing whatever the big man inside of me tells me to do until I wrote more than 30 self-help books and several courses. Some of these books did not sell a copy, but this big man told me to keep writing. I could not even switch even if I wanted to.
People keep telling me to leave and do something else, and honestly, I tried, but whenever I did, I got punished by the big man. I remember the last time I decided it was time for me to start making money; I knew how to become a millionaire within a year, and I was ready to prove it.
The moment I made that decision and followed it through, things began to fall apart for me. All the tools I needed to make money were taken from me. I lost my Facebook and Instagram accounts, and alongside several business pages with a combined follower totaling up to 15k.
The same week, WhatsApp banned my two accounts for a reason I could not tell. I violated no rules of theirs. When I went into solitude, I found that it was the big man punishing me for stepping out of my path.
It was his pattern; anytime I made a move to leave what I was destined to do due to external pressure from those who mattered to me, I suffered a huge setback. People saw me as a stubborn person, but did not understand my inner battle. The big man wouldn’t leave me alone.
For instance, all I wanted to be was to become a professor of English, and I got admission to study English Language at UNILAG after working at it for 5 years. That was a dream come through, but this big man inside me told me to leave. I did not know what I was going to do; I knew I had to leave.
This decision turned everyone and every tide against me, but this big man always has a way of making me do what he wants me to do. I always have peace when I obey, but whenever I step out of line, I get punished for it.
I did not know why I was writing until I wrote more than 30 books, but I kept writing. I could not even answer the question of how I was going to succeed with them. So it was normal for people not to see it either.
I have now discovered what made me special after more than 30 years of searching; I have been weighed down with a divine assignment that I cannot reject; I could not even do what I wanted. It was like the story of Moses being told by God to go and deliver the Israelites from Egypt.
The burden was too much for me. I didn't have the pedigree to do such a Herculean task, but the big man in me keeps me going. I now know why I had to create those books, courses, and ideas, even when it made no sense and added no value to my life, but ridicule and a constant reminder of a waste of time. I have discovered that my duty is
It seems that everything I have been doing has been preparing me for my destiny without my knowledge. Now, my life starts to come together. All the books, courses, and ideas I have created begin to make sense because I now understand their purpose. I am now grateful I did not stop.
A vital part of my destiny is to create a system that will help people to become rich, famous, and powerful by doing the right things and encouraging others to do it. I will do a presentation of this system on Sunday, 6th July 2025. You do not want to miss out on it.
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