I ugly cried 😭

Aug 19, 2020 5:36 am

Hi :


I cried so much today, that it looks like one of my eyes is popping out (picture below). 😆


I have a confession to make. I’ve been under a lot of stress lately. Between my day job, building my business, and other life things. I’ve been carrying a lot on my shoulders and been quiet about it. I’ve been working over 12 hours each day for weeks, and starting to feel it. I’m just so passionate and committed. 😊


Here’s the thing... I absolutely love my business, what I do, and most importantly who I serve. It’s great, and I feel super blessed to have the best customers, and the best network of peeps all around me (on and off line). 💕


The reason I’ve been stressed is because I have a hard time letting go of control. My book, once again is causing issues and delays, and I just didn't want to let go of delivering the ebook this weekend. I’m just too committed to all of you as I know you are all patiently waiting. It broke my heart today when I hit the cancel pre-order button. Unfortunately, my designer wasn't able to deliver in time. :(


We were so close too... because the book is looking amazing!


So here is what I'm going to do to make it up to you. Since you guys pre-ordered the book (either through amazon, or by buying my seasonings), I will be sending you the PDF (which looks way better than the Kindle version) as soon as it's done. I will not allow the glitches with the book design and not being able to upload to amazon get in the way of delivering this amazing ebook I promised you.


Allowing things to unfold is just beautiful, but when you push things that don’t feel comfortable, that’s when you run into issues. I feel I've been pushing the launch of this book because I wanted to offer it with the seasonings (which were ready much sooner). I guess we can plan all we want, but life has funny ways of working and we just have to roll with it. At this point, why continue to stress over things I can’t control.


Today, I let go of expectations, of worries of what people will think of me when things go wrong, I let go of control and surrender my stress to the Universe. I allow to be aligned and follow the purpose of what life’s has in store for me. No matter what happens, I’m okay. ❤️


Thanks for reading and allowing me to express myself when it comes to my entrepreneurship journey. I may not know how or when things unfold, but I’m confidently moving forward with trust and peace in my heart.


Much Love,

Mayra


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