Hey You,

Life keeps unfolding doesn't it. 😁

Even when you want it to stop.

Sometimes it seems like I'm on a runaway train and the engineer jumped off long ago.

I've been having to focus a lot on the simple things that help me feel grounded and connected each day. It's helping too.

Things seem to be mellowing out over here and I hope you're experiencing something similar over there.

This week on the podcast, I sat down with Mathew Runningwolf, and we went into the deep end of human evolution.

Mathew’s journey is wild—from Native American ceremonies and Southern Baptist roots to standing up to spiritual corruption and navigating the "Tower Moments" that cost him his job, his car, and his home.

It was in that total loss that he found the truest version of himself.

Your Suffering is Your Awakening (You Just Don’t Know It Yet)

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We're talking about everything from the "in-between" of the afterlife to the internal parts of us that try to run the show when we get triggered.

We explore:

• Hyperspace Vibration: Why your diet, your thoughts, and your interactions are the "GPS" for where you exist in creation.
• The Shadow in Ceremony: The dangers of "condoning what you don't stand up for" and the importance of holding sovereign space.
• Tower Moments: Why losing everything is often the only way to touch the part of you that can never be lost.
• Transcending the Ego: How to expand your "I" beyond your skin and into the rocks, the trees, and the birds.
• Self-Grace vs. Shame: Why "white-knuckling" your way through spirituality is a trap, and how to "surfboard" the waves of your own vibration instead.

If you’ve been feeling like everything is falling apart, this conversation is the reminder you need that you aren't being punished—you're being anointed.

It’s time to stop white-knuckling and start surfing.

Much Love,

Blue Flower

P.S. If you are currently in the middle of a "Tower Moment" and feel like your world is shaking, don’t navigate it alone. We talk about these shifts every single week inside the Deep Blue Wave Community. It’s a space to stay grounded while your vibration shifts. Grab a 2-week free trial here and join us for the next live session.

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