How God Met Me in My Deepest Grief
Oct 27, 2025 12:45 pm
Hey, !
This is one of the hardest things I’ve ever shared publicly, but I’ve felt the Lord gently pressing on my heart to open up about it.
This is a photo I hold dear. It was taken when I was nine months pregnant with my oldest daughter. What most people didn’t know at the time is that early in that pregnancy, I thought I had miscarried.
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I had experienced heavy bleeding and contractions. I mourned what I believed was the loss of my baby. The grief was deep and raw and something I could hardly speak of to anyone.
But even in that season of heartbreak, I still felt something. I couldn’t explain it, but I knew something wasn’t over. After weeks of being told by doctors that I simply needed to “let my hormones balance,” my husband and I decided to get a private ultrasound.
And to our surprise, there she was. A tiny baby with a strong heartbeat. My miracle girl had survived.
What we didn’t know until later was that I did have a miscarriage, only I had actually been carrying twins. I carry the grief of one now resting in heaven, and the joy and gratitude of one here with us.
If you’ve ever walked through the grief of loosing a child, I want to share a book that’s brought me comfort:
📖 Beyond the Shadows: A Theology of Suffering and Hope by John Kuykendall.
I’d love to gift a copy to one of you.
You can find giveaway entry details and read the remaining of my story in my new blog post My Miscarriage, My Miracle and God's Mercy.
P.S. hit reply and tell me how I can pray for you.
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Soli Deo Gloria,
Kimberly
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