Updates from CA Varian!
Jun 24, 2025 5:08 pm
Hey y'all,
I wanted to take a moment to share a full update here for everyone
waiting on the Song of Death and Goddess of Death special editions.
Whether you preordered through TikTok Shop, my website, or supported
the Kickstarter, this post has all the current info in one place.
Rewrites Complete!
After eight months of incredibly challenging work, the rewrites are
officially DONE! Both books are now told in first-person POV and have
been expanded by over 20,000 words each. Every sentence has been
revised or rewritten for stronger emotion, pacing, and depth. These
are the most complete and powerful versions of the stories—and I’m so
proud of how far they’ve come.
As many of you know, I’ve been dealing with neurological Lyme disease,
which affects both my body and my brain. It’s made this process longer
than I planned, as I’m often bedridden and struggling with cognitive
symptoms like word loss and brain fog. Despite all that, I kept
going—and I’m grateful for your patience as I worked through it.
Full-Color Upgrade
One of the biggest (and most exciting!) changes is that I’ve upgraded
the interior formatting to be full color throughout. That means teal
paper, yes, but also full-color art and graphics on every page,
instead of grayscale. Over the past several days, I’ve been purchasing
additional mermaid artwork and redesigning layouts to match. These
editions will be truly stunning—unique collector-quality books that
reflect the care going into every detail.
The full-color print run for the hardcovers will cost just under
$21,000, so I’m doing everything I can to make sure they’re worth
every penny and every moment of the wait.
Timeline
Formatting is currently in progress. Once that’s finalized, we’ll move
into the production and fulfillment stage. I’m still aiming for late
summer to early fall shipping. I’ll share more specific timing once
formatting is locked in and I receive printer confirmation.
Release Date Update – Spirit of the Dying Flower
My Gothic romance novel, Spirit of the Dying Flower, will now be
releasing on July 24. With everything going on—health challenges, the
house move, and formatting the special editions—I needed a little more
time to give this story the attention it deserves. Thank you so much
for your support and patience. I can’t wait for you to experience this
haunting, romantic journey soon.
Health Update
I’ll be seeing a Lyme specialist on July 1, and I’m hopeful this will
lead to a more effective treatment plan. Right now, I’m still mostly
confined to bed and doing what I can in short bursts of energy.
Life Update
We just moved into our new home near Biloxi, Mississippi a little over
a week ago! It was a long five-hour move, made even more difficult by
a family emergency that forced me to leave before our closing. My mom
was hospitalized with severe sepsis and is still in the hospital, but
she’s now stable. We’re hopeful she’ll be moved to a care facility
soon to continue recovering.
Want to Follow Progress?
You can follow me on TikTok at @authorcavarian for updates,
behind-the-scenes videos, and sneak peeks of the art and formatting
process. I’ll also continue to update here as new milestones are
reached.
Thank you so much for sticking with me, for your compassion, and for
supporting these books. I truly believe these editions will be
everything we dreamed of—and more.
XOXO,
Cherie 